back into self kink?" and stuff usually it is because I've doubted my ability to learn from another. Adult forum I think. I'm terrible about that; about isolation and it is one of the reasons I submit I think, to be blissfully aware of why i cannot operate on my own.
you want I will answer brutally honest, and yes I know its my first time doing anything like this and I suck at it! So bite me!
student.. I'm surrounded by other college students.. and to say the least this is not the "-" most of them are on. Especially the guys. It's more like hit it and quit it which is not my style.